1. Consciousness slad pierced by fleeting glimpses.
- The round shape of the beach reveals the face of the island.
- The attraction of nothing leads me in endless rotation.
- The shore where I met the aground beauty, reminds me a broken hourglass.
A wave of love overwhelms me and tries to carry me to freedom.
(To be continued)
This is not by catching wings that somebody take off.
2. Why do not resurrect now ?
We shall come closer, then no longer be uncertain images.
You shall come closer, then wet your hair to wash the dried blood of my orifices.
You shall come closer, then do not say anything to hear the beating of my heart.
Ghost emerging from limbo to look you straight in the eyes.
You shall come closer, then my wet hair will be able wash the dried blood of your orifices.
You shall come closer, then I will be able to hear our hearts beat in unison.
Ghosts emerging from limbo to touch each one each other, our skins at our feet.
We shall come closer, just to see if the dialogue of our bodies will write a story.
Keep on looking for, despite allready found it, it's turning the wheel of a mill.
3. What happened to the dawn ?
Rumor said that her heart is buried in the land of dreams where time does not exist.
My sharp tongue split the sun before it rose
and there remains only the blood.
I see through my outstretched hands the memorie of the dawn.
The red turned black as the surface vanished,
In the depths I stay despite it's daytime immersed into the night.
The dawn is a little bit you, a little bit me, when we forget our borderlines.
Our time has folded like a bruised body till disappear,
pretending he never existed.
Yet the memory of the dawn continues to blight me endless.
A word that dissapears shake the buildings.
4. Pores and skin.
When I am the silent
love once again
goes through my cocoon of illusions.
The surface is permeable when I forget the borderline.
I take back my place inside you.
A drop of you touched me
and woke me up
therefore the illusion of solitude
shattered.
I am with you.
I remember to fall asleep at your side.
The time that separates me from you is only a dream...
Claws and fangs break on innocence.
5. The rebellion of the poet.
The crowd asks,
stray poems,
erupting in all directions,
offset as the venom and eternity,
instead only blood,
flows out my pen.
In my outdoor circus,
I refuse to play fantasy.
In my tawny mouth,
I find what is beyond,
speech.
The scream of the soul.
The naked sound.
The vibration that nothing can hide.
To be is not writing,
but consciously draw your life,
puting in your gesture,
all your will
and going through the crowd
as with a bow.
All moral prohibition's transgressions are better than none.
6. Free love.
I could call her waking life, but she's got a name that I keep secret.
If I was a source, she would make me squirt.
I stopped playing words when I began to really enjoy life.
To describe the beauty is signing it death warrant.
If I were a stone, she would make me jump.
I stopped to draw her when I understood that a concept only makes sense if it takes shape in life.
The golden bars of the cage next to be disassembled became the twigs of our nest.
If I were a tree, she would make me run.
I stopped talking since I want to hear her whisper.
I stopped to wait for her since I want she could come.
I stopped to be shaky since I want to touch her.
I stopped to believe in an ideal since I want to meet her.
I stopped letting myself be lulled by the course of destiny since I found my being purpose.
Will without love is sterile power.
7. Shortly before the promise of dawn.
I was about to faint.
I was so fragile.
She caught her breath,
till I build myself a body.
My heart was like a magnet,
now it burns like a fire plant.
Only her can contain me.
I was trapped in a mirror.
Each root of my thoughts grew a flower appeared.
My gaze was lost in this mind mirror.
Mimetic flowers generated a veil woven of my past,
that masked my life
preventing any real contact.
She remained motionless,
till I notice the lures dance.
My eyes saw only a projection,
now they stroke the present with the fire intensity.
Only her can touch me.
(Only her could save me.)
Intimacy self regenerate into the universal ocean.
8. Naked evidence.
What I took as dawn,
this is how our colors shimmer
when we meet.
Together, we are a garden of being,
an utopia become true,
marvel of diversity,
constantly changing,
wide of all paradoxes,
free as a conscious choice.
A promise renewed every instant,
the memory of a caress that will not fade longer than the time it need to reproduce it,
being aware in each breath and offer in each exhalation.
2 fingers on 4 lips...
The meeting of two beings, in whom the body and the mind, finally meet.
The thousand petals lotus is as bud,
as bloomed flower and also faded flower,
it is every moment of the perpetual cycle of life,
when liberated from fear, we realize that the illusion no longer blind us.
I thought walking on the water,
yet I was stepping back to the present time.
She was not a mere destination, indeed we were moving in concert,
then our paths crossed each one.
I felt the scale of possibilities grow exponentially.
Nothing mattered more to me now that to know her.
I became a mere freedom offered to my heart.
To be able to be reach by her hand to give us a chance to be together.
The projection of the film ended when life begins, our life.
The limits of the imagination are the mark of a brush.
9. No pleasure competes with the feeling of this love.
As the hour approached,
I felt the sap rising in me,
statue since a so long time been neglected,
I discovered love as if it was the first time.
It was as if my stone skin,
became the walls of my prison,
now facing this joy without clone,
it broke up like clay in the sun.
In the room in ruins, between the crumbling walls,
your presence like an evidence,
your call echo still resonates
next the sensory fireworks swirls
and I realize that this is life.
To wish everything till I share it with you.
To wish all the emotions till I share them with you.
To wish to know love together and deliver it as it delivered us.
I do not know the future,
but this present I live,
is an unspeakable happiness
without lure or fear,
a preview of a possible future.
You are free to meet me.
Who you are, no words can translate it,
but each time my lips dare hum,
I believe that you are listenable mixed with love.
Version Française du carnet de poèmes.
http://www.inlibroveritas.net/oeuvres/30180/en-attendant-d-etre-reunis-dans-la-vie-
Tag - poetry
mardi, juillet 1 2014
While waiting to be reunited... in life ?
Par Ed End le mardi, juillet 1 2014, 09:28 - Poetry
jeudi, janvier 23 2014
Necktar 2017 Volume 6
Par Ed End le jeudi, janvier 23 2014, 04:06 - Necktar 2017 & Necktar
VOLUME VI
Virtual / Fusion / Material : Revolution
Listen &
Free Download
Website / On Internet Archive
001. A Flammable Nitrate the Cameraman Gathers / Body 13
002. Mellow listening for the stereotypically entrapped redux / X Symbol Of Subversion
003. Excitation Anarchique / Parrhesia Sound System
004. CACTUS 2 / KAMI DI AVILA
005. Alejandro's Revolution / Ben Presto
006. Reactive Mind of the Electronic Revolution / Madame B & Parrhesia Sound System
007. LOVE come to free the world (Tribute to Brion Gysin) / Chromatic
008. Psychic Invasion (Tribute to Sleazy) / Parrhesia Sound System
009. Civil disobedience is the only force we have left / Brian Routh
010. Thee Electronic Revolution (A Tribute to William S. Burroughs) / Wild Worm Web
011. Everything Turns Everything Resolves (Tribute to Jerry Rubin) / Twin Realities Dreamers
012. Revolutionary Letters Part 1 (Tribute to Diane DiPrima) / Symbol Of Subversion
013. Black Power to the People (A Tribute to Leroy Jones) / Wild Worm Web
014. Resist and fight / Brian Routh
015. Revolutionary Letters Part 2 (Tribute to Diane DiPrima) / Symbol Of Subversion
016. The Secret of their Power (Tribute to Kenneth Patchen) / Vivid Tribe Of Psychics
017. Antifacist Action / Kamikaze Deadboy
018. MEGAMARKET UTOPIA / FIGURATIVE THEATRE
019. Room 101 / Trojan Horse Rotovator
020. Philosophy / iOsael Purple Project
021. Thistledown / B.K. Ferris
022. Once upon two times... / Mat U Stone
023. The First Three Laws (A Tribute to King Mob) / Wild Worm Web
024. revolu+(+si+on+) / Polymagoo+Commando
025. Partager le Pouvoir I / La 6ème République
026. Revolution / ARDLEG
027. Neo Cannibalism (Tribute to Kenneth Patchen) / Vivid Tribe Of Psychics
028. Partager le Pouvoir II / La 6ème République
029. Liilii / Fiorella 16
030. Ultimas Palavras Antes Do Fim revolution / Hari Maia
031. SUMMUM / KHAOMAN
032. Kage no machi (La città delle ombre) / OfficinaGadgetRumoristici
033. I Am A Dada Nigga grind / Dada Nigga
034. Into you / Leedian
035. PROPAGANDA / Dimitris THORIVOS
036. Walk the eye / Leedian
037. SEDITION / KHAOMAN
038. Freaky End / Ethnomite Pux X Parrhesia Sound System
039. Over Pop Art (Tribute to John Cage) / Vivid Tribe Of Psychics
040. La distruzione di Ninive / Sbrauh! prod.
041. La saga de la Nécrose part 7 Live mix Epsilonia / Planetaldol
042. Lethal Mash In New Musick (Tribute to Lou Reed) / OresteS
043. La saga de la Nécrose part 11 Live mix Epsilonia / Planetaldol
044. Trompe-l'oeil / Wehwalt
045. La saga de la Nécrose part 44 Live mix Epsilonia / Planetaldol
046. Gyr... What ? / Ardleg
047. Cantata / The Wiesengrund Project
048. Leaving the Body / EMRYS
049. Ultradimensional Brainticket / Metek X Twin Realities Dreamers
050. Step It Up / The Finer Points Of Sadism (FPS)
051. REVOLUTIONEXPRESS / K/W/A/Y
052. NOW / Ulrich-Krieger
053. Mechanized Revolution / Outrospection
054. RAY CHAN / ARDLEG
055. Freedom Of Speech Is Just Another Act Of Agression Against State / Raven
056. Cainitas mix / Fiorella 16
057. Impossible to bury ghosts / Radiant Opaque
058. Drone / Dr Shalako
059. Diplomatic immunity /
060. Sisyphus Prometheus Tantalus / Osiris Module
061. Esprit Réactif de la Révolution Electronique / Wehwalt Ardleg Yoshiwaku
062. Intro Faded Memories of Laserdiscs / Thorsten Marc Soltau X Gestalt OrchestrA
063. Imprévisible / KHAOMAN
064. Hurt (blackcurrant) / Exomène
065. 30 km par seconde / Die Wahrheit
066. Variation Marseillaise Internationale / La 6ème République
067. Distal Limited Necrosis / Thee Virginal Brides
068. Mozaique / Charles premier
069. Throught and throught / Clown_
070. Phyral / MUTATE
071. Act VIII - Mutation / M.NOMIZED
072. The Ultimate Revolution / Parrhesia Sound System
073. Greece, the new world order / Brian Routh
074. Future Smells Like Past / Zeru ta Lur
075. Espace Pubique / Judas Donneger
076. Amongst the Ruins / Valerio Orlandini
077. Par le feu / L'anorkhestra
078. The Apparent Slight Acceleration Of The Expansion Of The Universe / Convivial Cannibal
079. Translucent Needles Revolution / Zreen Toyz
080. Free yourself from restriction /
081. Human Beacon(s) / Convivial Cannibal
082. Changement de paradigme / Androvirus
083. Ex Orbe / Kecap Tuyul
084. Coarse Fabrics Wear Wrinkled Time / Convivial Cannibal
085. II / aγnomon
086. Cusco Asimetria / Fiorella 16
087. Abandonment Noise / Montreal Nintendo Orkestar X CorteX
088. ∑TX / Urbanoise
089. Knock Out the Wall of Law / Charles premier X Yoshiwaku
090. Dissident factor /
091. Monotrons Worshippers Attack People Coming Out of Church / Transilmania
092. Pueblos sin autoridad / kaoshipnótico
093. 0550 / Rosendo J Rocha
094. Troubled Surface / Mystified
095. Song of the Moment / Andrew L. Jackson
096. Adaptation / Sounds of Sputnik
097. Orgone Accumulation / EMRYS
098. Antimatter twin / Tuonela
099. Ego Monstre IV 1-4 (Tribute to Sayd Bahodine Majrouh) / Yoshiwaku & Najhastan
100. Overlapping Horizons / Ayato & Stillborn Blues
101. Harael / Project 418
102. About clusters / Xaotik Muzak
103. Nailed To The Rust / Pan Analogique
104. Slaveshipone, BenHur's galley / Mahiat Der Dumste
105. Réseau Laval, dedicated to Réseau d'Ombres / Zeru ta Lur
106. System Failure / PessoaZ
107. Dianus / Usher + Osiris Module + Wehwalt
108. The deaf will not serve in heavy artillery / Maina
109. Falling / Kamikaze Deadboy
110. Warm Glowing Light / Andrew L Jackson
111. krystal / psyloq
112. Between Two Minutes / A Throbbing Member
113. Gravitacija svetlosti / Davorin Pavlović & Kristina Pavlović
114. Critical Dreaming / PRESENT
115. Factory Blue / FIGURATIVE THEATRE
116. Difuzija / Davorin Pavlović & Kristina Pavlović
117. Rebirth / The Whip Angels
118. Persephone (Tribute to Cocteau Twins) / Robsongs
119. Kiev / Ummagma
120. Papillons / Low Factor
121. Starta Upplopp / La Katla
122. Basura / Crimson Muddle
123. Stellar Infantries / Nameless
124. Wrong Way / The Concept
125. Right Way (remix of Wrong Way) / Wild Worm Web
126. huelgas y fiestas de la paciencia / celebrante
127. Ouija / Dream Drunk
128. merci patron ! (Hommage aux charlots) / petra pied de biche + gUrdUlU
129. Mon petit cheval / petra pied de biche
130. Flowers Of Flesh And Blood / .cut versus Electronic Press Kit
131. réprimer / ACIDRE
132. Icare / MeInTheBath
133. voiture de sport / aYaTo & Naoki Ishida
134. 17082013-007 / St-NOIZ
135. radicaly / audio fiasco
136. 05102013-002 / St-NOIZ
137. Crossing the red line / Half Evidence
138. improbable volution part 1 / Mescalibur
139. Гастрыт містычнае! 30AB@KB _VABKG=05! / Sbrauh! prod.
140. improbable volution part 3 / Mescalibur
141. radical / audio fiasco
142. improbable volution part 2 / Mescalibur
143. Chains / Xensboy & Radiant Opaque
144. Take... Take... Take... / WeAreAllSlaves
145. Gaide / Xaotik Muzak
146. Grey Matter / TERRATRAX
147. Electroaxon / Aghiatrias
148. Et de réduire en miettes ces monuments / Endorphine
149. Happy Sampling / Scattered Order
150. Revolusong / ARDLEG
151. "UPHEAVAL VERSION 46
Esto es para lijadoras de banda y coros de famosas cantoras populares graznando,
es materia prima hoy en la batalla constante contra el duende (siempre una pérdida)" / Arvo Zylo
Coproduction : Le Colibri Nécrophile / Earsheltering / H.A.K. Lo-Fi Record
Bonus Box !
Ghost revolutionary film
https://archive.org/details/DESTROYTHISSYSTEMORDESTROYYOUZoneFusIONV1
A Preview of volume 7
https://archive.org/details/Necktar2017Volume7
Ghost subversive mashup
https://archive.org/details/AlbionMoonlightThePIRATEUTOPIAExperimentsVividTribeOfPsychics
An audioblog with all the contributors who have mostly free music on soundcloud or bancamp
http://radiofreealbemut.tumblr.com/
Do you want to contribute to wake up the mythos ?
http://www.necktar.info/NecktarCalling2014.htm
vendredi, octobre 18 2013
Vivid Tribe Of Psychics Video Clips playlist + new free MP3 on Minilogs
Par Ed End le vendredi, octobre 18 2013, 15:38 - Vivid Tribe Of Psychics
This log is just for a temporary update a lot of news coming soon stay tune / Cette playliste est juste une mise à jour provisoire beaucoup de nouveautés arrivent bientôt sur le blog reste connecté...
Sorry for the disconvenience : If you do not want to suscribe freely to minilogs just reload the page for watch more than three items or use Strange Movies Sanctuary playlists http://www.youtube.com/user/666sms999 / Désolé pour l'inconvénient : si tu ne veux pas faire une inscription gratuite à minilogs recharge juste la page dans le navigateur pour voir plus de trois vidéos ou utilise les playlistes de Strange Movies Sanctuary http://www.youtube.com/user/666sms999
samedi, février 16 2013
Vivid Tribe Of Psychics Self-Titled First Album
Par Ed End le samedi, février 16 2013, 23:47 - Vivid Tribe Of Psychics
Vivid Tribe Of Psychics is the meeting of the fine fleur of the colibri necrophile : Parrhesia Sound System / Gestalt OrchestrA / Symbol Of Subversion / Chromatic / Wild Worm Web / Twin Realities Dreamers. A little bit in the spirit of This Mortal Coil for 4AD Label. The first selft titled album is available in free download with poems from Diane Di Prima / Leonore Kandel / Brion Gysin / Frank O'Hara...
vendredi, février 8 2013
Sperma Mundi Trilogy
lundi, août 2 2010
Zeugma of the Death [a collection of free poems for no commercial use by Morne. 2003.]
Par Ed End le lundi, août 2 2010, 22:40 - Poetry
The zeugma of the death.
1. The beautiful zombie.
At the end of the Abyss,
I found a home.
She is a hungry goddess.
Thru her lips,
my voice is a siren,
calling,
the lost souls.
2. The Cripples.
All the men are
the omnipotent model
amputated of a number
of possibilities.
The personality
is the set
of the mutilations.
3. The Atomic Jail.
The freethinkers
crawl
as worms
at the surface of the earth.
If an electron penetrates the atomic nucleus
Is it a fertilization ?
4. The Undead.
The Undead and the living-dead
join together
to dance at the wedding
of the both worlds.
They are the hyphen.
The link.
The only way.
5. The Zingaros of the soul.
Moon dust people
gatekeepers
neither sorrow nor joy
they sing the hope
for conceal the secret.
6. The illusion of the travel.
The reflection is like the surf
Which brings us back our replicas.
We generate It,
It regenerate us.
Ad eternam.
We let us carry away
by the reflection.
We always come back to
the same beach.
7. The lost souls.
''The people which have their last ...
I spent my whole life
blindfolded
waiting for the coup de grace.
I decline to lower my headband,
because I know that I would find,
the coup de grace already past
I'm walking dead.
There is a web presentation made for the French version.
Actually it's possible to download freely the french version in pdf & epub format and soon in bilingual version. (write the check code and click on OK for download the ebook)
lundi, juillet 26 2010
Baptism of Suffering [a collection of free poems for no commercial use by Morne. 2002.]
Par Ed End le lundi, juillet 26 2010, 23:26 - Poetry
I. The Baptism of Suffering
When in the deep of the abyss
I have raised my head
an instant
I thought I saw
my remembrance watch me.
II. Freedom
Some puppets into tears
bear in their wild hands,
the links.
III. First Madmen
Emerging from the abyss
their wild eyes
are seeking their target
into the mirror.
IV. About the desire
Do you Remember
the Life
this infinite
sadness
which since
never ceases.
You have tasted
the forbidden fruit
and your wings
are broken glass
where cling the reflections of the past.
Your soul strives to remember,
but only your shadow
inhabit your loneliness.
The ghosts of the past
disaggregated
defile your body
indecent trace of time
V. Saturation
A man in silence
loses sight
prostrate
succumbs to the pain
to feel the one he loved
leave him.
His mouth opens
but says nothing
It respects his pain.
The skin feels the rain
but the man hears nothing.
He discovered the emptyness
when it is already too late.
VI. Eternity
Finally
when eternity ends
we see the incredulous bones
of the hands of the other side's gods
doggedly search
among the same dust
that in humans hearts.
VII. Pretension of the dying one
I am the death
and you are my children...
... It's so reassuring to exchange our masks.
Actually it's possible to download freely the french version in pdf & epub format and soon in bilingual version. (write the check code and click on OK for download the ebook)
jeudi, juillet 22 2010
Bridge Of Dream [a collection of free poems for no commercial use by Morne]
Par Ed End le jeudi, juillet 22 2010, 18:27 - Poetry
The Bridge Of Dream
"Eternity will finally bloom."
I. The gold of colors.
The gold of colors,
melts and drips,
from the bridge of the dream,
but those who see it,
are statues before the time.
II. Zephir.
Moon quarter,
fallen over,
a link hanging on its point,
like a spider,
a child has slipped into earth.
III. Absence.
When it will stay only the cold around me,
I will invite it into my house,
I will listen to its silence come over me,
before falling asleep.
IV. Ode to the Wind.
Books of dried leaves,
words for gnawing them,
dust poems,
for provide to the wind,
the only child of this earth.
V. Misunderstanding.
Stay stranger.
Like a wolf,
whose the good cattle,
have turn off the appetite.
Stay stranger.
In lunatic asylums,
the one considered by all mad,
is the wise man who has remained stranger.
Stay stranger.
In lunatic asylums,
The ones considered by all wise men,
are the instructors of madness.
Stay stranger.
Because livestock is afraid of wolves.
Not of shepherds.
Who kills whom ?
VI. At the Spring of Life.
Howl.
Ink at bedtime.
Our minds distill the Life.
And create tomorrow in the meantime of Night.
Day staring into nothingness.
While our puppets dance Maya.
Simulate Life where there is only Silence.
Who sees the inner realms stretch over this world ?
VII. A Truth.
Awakening is an extraordinary cruelty,
but without it, the night is eternal.
The musical version of the poems in French is available for free download (zip file).
There is a web presentation made for the French version.
Actually it's possible to download freely the french version in pdf & epub format and soon in bilingual version. (write the check code and click on OK for download the ebook)
samedi, juillet 17 2010
Experimental Video Clips and Odd Noise Performances
Par Ed End le samedi, juillet 17 2010, 11:18 - Video
The Necktar Contributors channel
A quick selection not updated of some video clips and live from the Necktar & Necktar 2017 contributors.
Subversix channel
"Looking for something weird or freaky ?
Keep in touch. I will try to create music movies for my apart from standart music projects."
Ultra KM Psychepsychochaotic TV
"UltraKM Psychepsychochaotic Television is a subliminanormal programmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...
Surely one more of this sort of TV Free Albemuth clone. Cry little normal neurones time to fry is overcome !
Everybody bubblegum brain will awake soon. "
A channel of lsd like altered visuals and footages for Parrhesia Sound System music and sometime Gestalt OrchestrA and Chromatic music too.
Darkwood OO
Georges Meliès and Segundo de Chomo early works from the first decade of the XXth Century.
Let's talk about dada !
Except the Fernand Leger and Dudley Murphy one, all are Hans Richter works from the third decade of the XXth Century.
Mixed fragments of the life of Gurdjieff
A tribute to George Ivanovitch Gurdjieff life, short version.
Fragments of the life of Gurdjieff
A tribute to George Ivanovitch Gurdjieff life, long version.
Have A Nice Trip with UltraKMPsychepsychochaoticTV
The whole channel in one dose with some hidden gems inside.
The Yoshiwaku Channel
"It sounds like Not Normal Noise from Nowhere...
But it's just my personnal archive.
I use a digital camera to record my improvisations, be kind, watch with your ears..."
Essential top collection
A sort of best off from the whole channel.
Extreme Dirt & Emotional Near Death
The most hard listening clips.
Only Visual
As the channel is dedicated to the noise, here are the most visual clips.
The whole channel
More than a thousand clips of home improvisations at le champ du possible.
Youtube selections :
The friends of Yoshiwaku.
An noise selection as a checklist.
An industrial selection as a checklist.
Download some of these video clips and more visual stuff freely at Vimeo.
Several are avaible freely at the Internet Archive too :
The Oneiric Mirror.
A no budget surrealist & symbolic movie with english sub.
Parrhesia Sound System Video Test.
Five video clips created with sound from Pantychrist° album.
Five movies bundle for the film minute festival of Lilles
Various video clips :
Horse Sings From Cloud /
The Second Coming /
Manifeste /
Voitures Puantes /
Embolie /
Kernel /
Petit Objet petit a /
Objet petit a /
Original Desire /
Mayami /
La Calina & L'or des couleurs /
Erinyes